Thursday, December 08, 2005

another one

I had another dream last night that my dad called to tell me he didn't really die. I didn't understand in this dream why he lied but he kept saying he did. I told him there was no way Gabi could be faking and he said she knew. She called me and I hung up on her. I thought, I will call Mark, there was no way he would have faked his sorrow, but I never got to make the call. I hate having these dreams over and over. Although I wish to God one would come true!

1 comment:

Mackey said...

The dreams must be so hard for you but it is all part of the healing process. I don't think we ever really recover fully form losing a loved one but we do find ways to deal with the pain. Saying a prayer for you.((((HUGS))))